JUST A DREAM ?...
...WAS LYING IN MY BED...FEELING THE UNEASYNESS OF THE DARK AND THE SILENCE...WHICH ARE SOMETIMES MY FRIEND...MY BODY ACHED ALL OVER...EVERY NERVE ENDING BURNING, CRYING OUT FOR TENDERNESS TO SOOTH THEM...MY BREATH WAS SHALLOW...FIGHTING FOR IT...DONT WANT TO LET GO...MY EYES ARE WIDE OPEN BUT ALL I SEE IS A GREY MIST...CANT FOCUS...SOMETHING IS PULLING ME...IM SCARED TO GO FORWARD...WILL IT BE WORSE THAN THIS...FUCK IT I THINK CANT BE WORSE THAN THIS...I UNZIP MY BODY...GASP OUT MY LAST BREATH...AND STARDUST FLOATS FROM THE EMPTY SHELL THAT WAS OTHERWISE KNOWN AS I......DEPENDING ON HOW YOU FEEL MY WORDS HAVE TWO MEANINGS..ARE YOU ABOUT TO DIE?...OR IS IT THE BEGINNING OF A NEW YOU?...
posted by gypsy noir at 8/12/2006
10 Comments:
Rain has stopped play away today...stuck at home with the constant sound of dripping on the top of my boat...no infiltration today...
Gyspy, you worry me..this is beautiful but scary...tell me you're ok?
We love you..xxx
I second what Val said - I hope that's just a dream you were having! Is everything alright?
thing is is it the beginning or the end?...im ok just a bit..well..you know...
Aww, Gypsy, I hope you're doing better today.
*cyberhugs*
-AM
Aha...I see you've changed it...well, I like to think it's a kind of re-birth, but then...have you read the book Prey by Michael Crichton. That's really really creeepy and scary...and your post reminded me of it a bit. Still, wee one, glad to know you're still asking the question...keep smiling and the world will smile back at you. That's really true...;-)
ooops Sin's been at my blog again. Last comment stays, but it's meeeeee!
Sin sends luv an lix as well, though
just me being introspective anne marie....for a moment there i thought our sin was a super intelligent dog reading micheal chrichon..but our sin is super..that sounds like a good book val..just watched vanilla sky for the third time on tv...now i get it..yes yes..er....>:0)..smiling ...bless you's..
This beautifully expresses what your going through... and you said you didn't have a creative bone in your body! Girl you put the mod in modest!
An excellent piece!
What we need here is Moses...he was pretty good at burning bushes...lol
...and Mary Beth...wow...I didn't know you knew so much about the 'other' side of tupperware parties...;-)
Hi gypsy queen, I'm back..! Tell you all about it soon. We found some brilliant diamonds, but not in Antwerp....
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